I am being pressured and not knowing how to handle when things are out of my control.  I am aware that my health is the # 1 priority.  I am seeking for help and no one is helping and time is so limited.  Yesterday, out of my expected surprised,  I was given the key to open the door of my own space.  However, I was stupid to tossed out everything.  I am unemployed, no home, and a terrible health. 

I will stop thinking so negative.  If I want something, it is like war.  I have to work hard in order to get it.