i have many surrounding of kind and generous friends who care for me. Their words and wisdom touched my heart especially our heavenly father who listened to my prayers and help. This morning I wondered who am I as a person? What is god's reason for me to be here? I thought deeply when I look back, I was gifted to help my family with the care they needed. Although I didn't turn out to be a doctor, lawyer, an accountant, a person who works for the government. However, I can only do some much because god has shape me to whom I am today.
I cried and doubt myself. My joy has been taken away and my rejoice has suddenly disappeared within a whisper to the ear. I have realized that I am an intervert whom I can not trust expect god. I have noticed that god has listened to my problems whenever i am in danger. he is my best friend whom i can trust and know that wouldn't loose a doubt on me.
I work hard each and every day to learn about myself and why god has put them to a wonderful hardworking family. They started off with nothing except food and shelter. My mom always taught me and Kevin that as long as we're healthy, that is all what matters to a mother of two. Money can not buy health.
Since i stop working to rest my body until my body is ready to be back in the work force. I promised our heavenly father that I will heal my body with the help and trust from Heather. I am sure one day i will meet the man who loves me and my family, and we will get engage n marry then start our family. At the moment, Iwill go along with what god's path.
Many things are out of my control and that's okay because god is the one who is setting a path of whom I will meet in my future life and will continue to provide a shelther for my family and I.
I want to say, thank you and amen. You are the one who will stand by my side whenver I fail apart.
I know he will send his angels to oversea me and protect and love me and my family.
I might not be able to visilize his angels and himself, but I feel him in my presence.
No comments:
Post a Comment