I have share with him about myself. I, as his child, am never lucky in life. The truth is I never lived happy before in my life. As a child, I struggled with processing notes in my brain, so I had to fight and work harder than most students with the help from my resource and counselor attention. I couldn't pass any of the tests. However, when i got to High School, I experienced terrorist attack on my 14th birthday. How can these idiots make me go through a terrifying birthday. I didn't even get any presents, but i was so blessed that my mom got me a cake from fine fare and celebrated at home and my maternal grandma. By the time I reached to college, I had a horrible roommate. My laptop got stolen. I don't remembered I had struggled as much when i was in my college years. My school reimbusrsed my laptop and I got my entire room to myself. I also met many wonderful people. By the time I am back in NYC, I have to be the undergod, fighting for justice. I couldn't find any jobs. I was so lost that I didn't know how to look for a job, write a resume, and even a cover letter. My life was upside down.
A year ago, Mounina, my roommate introduced Columbia University Dean Hopes. I applied but at the same time I got accepted into the program and got my real first job with benefits. I was so happy but i didn't do so well. When i was at Elderserve under Axion, I was more of myself. I enjoy working with people. i understood the material really well. My work perforce was great. I even had a nice supervisor, RoseMarie. Too bad, I didn't have any benefits. This company really boost and started my first budget of gold. After the contract ended, I was back to square one. Xincon Healthcare wasn't a place where I fit. Working in a Chinese company isn't quite me. I was more happy working at Elderserve, a non Chinese community. Chinese community is where I had a hard time fitting in.
Today, i will have an housing interview. I wanted to ask God. Why all of a sudden now where ones hope is rise and hope is down. One of requirement of this interview is to have a stable job which i don't at the moment, but i do believe and have as much patience in god's trust that he has a greater plan for me. I wondered what his greater plan are for me.
My dream career is always to become a teacher. I am so compassionate working with people and to be surrounded by people. I most enjoy is the interaction and communicating with people. When i was at Xincon, I didn't have a strong connection. Nurses were all relying on me and i can just do so much to support their needs.
GOD... promise me, don't ever leave me hanging in a scary adulthood. I am still learning this universal and it is so new to me that i am lost.
Please hold my hands as i walk into this interview. Hopes it goes well.
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